| | well....here i am writing again...and -surprise- its cause im sad now im not looking for pity or anything of that nature, i just need to vent....however i have to say that i seem to suffer rejection after rejection when it comes to the opposite sex. which stings enough the way it is, but the worst part is that im beginning to think its my own fault. so today i spent 10 minutes looking in the mirror and trying to figure out way. and here are a view things im realizing about myself.... - i have lost myself this summer....forgotten who i am, what im about, what i stand for
- i let myself fall for guys i cant have, and apparently guys only want me when they cant have me...which makes for painfully awkward encounters with the opposite sex followed by even more awkward falling outs
- i am lonely....i was ok with the single thing for the past year and half or whatever, but its getting old. im also maybe feeling a little pressure because more and more of peers are gettin engaged.
i just dont understand the 'hot & cold' game....if you like me, let me know, and if i like you then whats the problem? is the whole game of do-we-or-dont-we a mandantory stage of relationships today? sure i enjoy the chase a little, in both directions...but it gets to the point where, ya know im not even sure what point it is but im 22 damn years old and im tired of guys making me feel ridiculous |
| | Posted 8/16/2007 3:30 AM - 14 Views - 8 eProps - 4 comments
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