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ha that title is so lame...but i opened the box, clicked on title and starting typing...and thats why my fingers put out so i'm leavin it there

i spent some time tonight reading over almost all of my old entries...i am so weird. i dont mean that in a bad way, i just write about the most random stuff. im somewhat saddened by the fact that i never write in here anymore....but i'm noticing that nobody really does. cept jewel, she's a trooper. way to be

i used to really enjoyin writing....i shoudl do more of it. i only do it when i feel strongly inspired by something. my most frequent source of material is sadness/frustration/confusion etc....and its been a good source at times. but i wanna be able to express myself when im Happy too. not even just happy....all feelings.

new goal: strive to improve writing skills to be able to include the entire spectrum of human emotion

i started to get really interested in photography last year....i wish i wasnt too scared to explore that more. i think the greatest job would be a sports photographer. the challenge of capturing an emotional moment in someones career.....and sports provide a lot of oppurtunities for displaying different emotions. real athletes are dedicated competetors who have invested themselves in the game they play. its not just winning and losing - joy, heartbreak, anger, frustration, excitement.....there's just an energy about it. my loserass camera is broken right now so thats complicating issues slightly...

well....thats all i got for now. im bored....and not tired...at all....lame